Every one warned me about the ‘bad dreams’ I would be having on Champix, well I had a weird one the other night. I dreamt I was at the Royal wedding and Adam Clayton (U2) burnt my dress with a cigarette, he then handed me his new born baby (who had the head of an adult and the body of a baby) the baby then proceeded to grow really quickly in front of my eyes until it turned into a Gay air stewart!! It then turned out I knew the babys best friend who was an air stewart in Cape Verde!! Weird!!
I did smoke 4 cigarettes on Saturday night last. I am very disappointed with myself. I was drinking and tempted and I thought I would feel sick but alas no it felt wonderful, they were the nicest 4 cigarettes I have ever smoked in my life. I was on a first date and feeling very confident with myself and the big head took over.
Today is Tuesday and I am determined not to smoke. I have just had a Champix nowand feel very sick to my stomach.